I am now awake and I am not sure if that was such a good idea.
I mean if I have to do this all over again, what does that say for my internal sense of self preservation?
Shouldn’t I be thinking of protecting myself from what “ails” me?
If it hurts and I continue to do it over and over again, what does that mean?
Is there a hotline I can call to tell me that what I do is not good?
Should I just stop doing?
Naw, that wont help me now.
I must get through this day, then I can plan on “not tomorrow.
” NOT TOMORROW, ha that’s a laugh huh?
If I do that how will I write to you tomorrow?
Well, now, so there it’s been decided.
There will be “NO” not tomorrow.
Now if I can just find that damn manual.
-Peace
